Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour. Exodus 20:16

In fact: “Love your neighbour as yourself” Mk 12:31

…”bearing with one another, and forgiving each other, whoever has a complaint against anyone; just as the Lord forgave you, so must you do also.” Col 3:13

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August 31, 2025

Sunday


Lovin my coffee...Heading to a fraternal confirmation of the faith, but there's... coffee in the way. I'd better drink it.



Science Says Prayer Works.

You influence everything instantaneously in the entire universe. That is a fact of quantum mechanics, best understood by the principle expressed by Wolfgang Pauli in 1925. The "exclusion principle". I know that does not help you. I'll say this... All identical particles may not exist in the same energy state. So if by choice or intension you alter particles, then somewhere, anywhere, you made particles change. ANYWHERE... IMMEDIATELY!!!


So. If you think. If you make thoughts. Like I described in the microtubules post below then you cause innumerable quantum events to happen, making you conscious, but also influencing God's universe.


Woooo Wooo. Now, a wrinkle. It is true. Grace is a real thing. Thinking, willing the good, you are communicating efficiently with God. So do more of it! Listen for the seraphim for they are God's messengers. Seraphim Grace. But grace existed before matter existed. The vibration and wave function collapse of the microtubules, a frame of consciousness, travels to the edge of reality: instantly. We can think to God, simply by doing it. That is supported by hard science. What of grace? Seraphim Grace. wooo. wooooo What is the connection? That can knock you out! Describing the biology in precise terms seems inaequate wrt the grace within the prayers. All thoughts are not prayers.


Does the deliberate effort to pray, land on the target of your will or is the quantum entanglement effect random?

Richard Feynman’s work implies, IMO, that if many people participate in defining a state (pray for the same thing) then the likelyhood of the effect happening increases. See also the Uncertainty Principle.


This nuts and bolts talk of how it all might work. Not why God did it. It is nuts and bolts like Newtons laws. This is incredibly consistent with catholic doctrine provided that entanglement, the consequence of matter, does not sit above the unmoved mover.

What a great Sunday video. It is flawed at 23 seconds I think. Entanglement is tied to matter. The Holy Spirit is not part of the material world. Yet it part of our world. There may be a deficiency in the neuron--->microtubule-->consciousness-->soul logic sequence. Our matter is entangled. Because our matter is entangled, then too, possibly our consciousness may be also entangled but that does not bridge the gap to the soul and Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is sovereign and not subject to matter or the wave function collapse. The real question then becomes what is the connection between consciousness, a biological construct in part, the will, and prayer and then the Holy Spirit. There was a giant leap at 0.23 in the video. I am not there yet. Quantum physics, in my mind does not supplant grace. The Holy Spirit is sovereign.

corpus

Rosary from Nick.


Synchronicity = vainglorious (what are the odds?)



August 30, 2025

Saturday


Dragonfly...Good Morning - Coffee - Aroma - Cherry Tobacco - Prayer

Using my new vibration microtubule quantum wave function collapse entanglement with God system. The manual is written in jibberish. :) Every time I look at it, it changes, because I look at it. ;)

Dang! Where is the reset button?


Dragonfly - Blue

Watched a long documentary about dragonflies last night.



As I smoke my weekly pipe and sip coffee, I updated my work on synaesthesia...

Aura

Peace


NOSE

It takes 4 minutes to grind 2 feet of nosing so it will take no less than 2 hours to rough all the noses in. I will use this round-over grinder to set the finished state of the nose uniformly. With the noses set and all the edges bevelled, I will then etch the concrete with HCL 7% and the apply a finishing/surfacing cement grout. I just got a new camera and went a couple moths without one. I will resume making perodic photos.

Synchronicity =



August 28, 2025

Amazing Story of Forgiveness


There was a terrible shooting today by a mentally ill or possessed person at Annunciation Catholic Church, full of young children. In Minneapolis. This on the heels of my telling the story of Maria Goretti to fiends. Devastating. That sin was known to Jesus, assumed by Him in the garden at Gethsemane, and taken to the cross. Watch closely how this community contends with this horrible act instigated by Lucifer. I am not virtue signalling for me, since I am not entirely pure of heart on this issue, as a former father of children, rather, that community will inevitably triumph over evil, an example for all of us. Watch them. Feel their agony. Wash your soul in the ocean of love from them. Pray.


Maria Goretti - This will make you weep.


Tomorrow is the feast of Saint John The Baptist. Bless you John MacDonald the Baptist. I can still hear your big voice.

Synchronicity =



August 27, 2025

The Vibration of Microtubules

God's Backdoor Into our Minds


God's Antenna

Microtubules Vibrate. They do in fact. Human microtubules vibrate normally at 613,000 GHz. After exposure the Xenon anaesthetic gas, human microtubules slow down slightly in their natural vibration to 500,000 GHz as well as change their modality of vibration. This shift in the frequency of vibration of the surface of the microtubules is responsible for loss of human consciousness. If your microtubules are vibrating at 613,000 GHz you are awake. If they vibrate at 500,000 GHz then you are unconscious enough to have heart surgery.


THE VIBRATION of MICROTUBULES IS RESPONSIBLE FOR HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS !!!


Wave

I listened to retired anesthesiologist Dr. Stuart Hameroff in his interview related to what causes people to fall unconscious while under anesthesia. HEAR HIM DISCUSS THIS HERE! at 24:24.


Human neuron microtubules form the intricate cytoskeleton within brain cells, enabling structural support and transport while potentially hosting quantum computations that underpin thought processes. These microtubules, composed of tubulin proteins, exhibit dynamic instability, allowing them to reorganize rapidly in response to neural signals. Quantum wave function collapse occurs when a superposition of possibilities in a quantum system resolves into a single observed actuality, defying classical determinism. In the brain, this collapse within microtubules generates moments of conscious awareness, transforming probabilistic quantum states into unified perceptions and decisions. Anaesthesia disrupts this process by binding to tubulin, preventing quantum coherence and inducing unconsciousness, revealing how fragile yet essential these mechanisms are to our sentient experience. Consciousness emerges as orchestrated objective reductions in microtubular quantum states, bridging the physical brain with the immaterial mind. Quantum entanglement, where distant particles instantaneously influence each other, implies a non-local interconnectedness in the universe that transcends space-time barriers.


This entanglement avails God's omnipresence, allowing the Holy Spirit to be accessed by his creation without detectable interference in the material realm. From a Catholic viewpoint I think, and my viewpoint, and without assigning limits on God, He designed quantum entanglement as a deliberate backdoor in the fabric of reality, enabling human interlocution while preserving human free will. Through this mechanism, God enabled ongoing communion with humanity, ensuring that His eternal presence is continually accessible in alignment with His divine love. Microtubules quantum entanglement may be the divine interlocutive vehicle. There may be other physical mechanisms yet to be found.

The Emperor's New Mind by Roger Penrose

Synchronicity =



August 26, 2025

Online Tone Generator



Tone Generator

I was playing with this simple tone generator as my ears were ringing a bit today. (the ringing is noticable but not yet a problem for me.) I was using a loud mini grinder. My objective was to sweep the frequency band with the slide bar and see if I could make myself less aware of the ear ringing. I also put the tone on 40Hz, and let it run for an hour in the background. After a while, I stopped noticing the 40 Hz tone.


Why a 40 Hz tone? Well, I listened to retired anesthesiologist Dr. Stuart Hameroff in his interview related to what causes people to fall unconscious while under anesthesia. 40Hz is the measured frequency of what he thinks is the coherent beat frequency of the quantum field collapse of the quantum events within trillions of microtubules inside brain neurons when people are conscious. He measured it in a lab. 40Hz and it is coherent, spacially and temporally. HEAR HIM DISCUSS THIS HERE! at 24:24.


Synchronicity =



August 25, 2025

The Radical Power of the Sign of Peace



“This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you.” (John 15:12, NRSVCE)


On Friday August 22, 2025 at FM645, Nathen Deaton presented this essay/talk to the men that morning. The presentation, well received, touched me with a couple of things, but upon reading a second time I recall this line from Nathen:

"As we extend our hand in the Sign of Peace, let us look into the eyes of others, see Christ’s face, and declare our commitment to build a world of peace together."

Nathen Deaton has undertaken to study to become a deacon.

You may read Nathen's presentation here. You may also get the PDF version here.


Synchronicity = I Love You




August 24, 2025

Sunday Peace - Coffee -ahhhhhhh



Oh oh...Luke 13:27 - "But he will say, I tell you, I do not know where you come from; depart from me, all you workers of iniquity!"

What is iniquity? Dictionary.com: iniquity - gross injustice or wickedness.


Synchronicity = precancerous



August 23, 2025

What a Sweet Little Welder


Dan Baird suggested that I should replace my MIG Welder. I loaned it to him and he had a chance to evaluate it. I was a terrible welder. Turns out it was the old MIG!!! Dan put me onto a deal on Amazon. I got it for $237.00 CDN. At Princess Auto, the equivalant goes for $1300.00 My stair railings were quoted at about 12 to $15,000.00 at Velocity welding, unpainted. I can do it myself now for $1100.00, INCLUDING the welder cost. The welds are BEAUTIFUL!! so no need to grind them. (knock on wood) So the steel railing will be a snap. I need them before the winter. AND!!! and another project (main stairs) just became feasible. I was convinced that I was invincibly incapable of welding. With this great welder, the welding just became a nothing job. I also snagged an auto shading face shield so I don't go blind.

WELDER


Synchronicity =


August 22, 2025

Life Returns -


I was at a meeting with men this am. It was very elevating. FM645 Nathan quoted this at the meeting. CLICK He also created a color story for the trinity. That provoked a discussion that involved the often stated perception of an aura or glow around a person. To that, I wondered...

Is the perception of an aura a consequence of synaesthesia or epilepsy?

AURA



MARY


I have more to say about this....


Synchronicity = time


August 20, 2025

Still Busy - O M Goodness!


Priorities, priorities...STILL working...


Do a thing that is good. Help a friend.


.. too busy to think :)

Synchronicity =


August 19, 2025

Busy Day Ahead


Priorities, priorities...working...


Here is an old poem that I wrote and set to music as a beta test today. Any musicians out there?


Have at it. I am thinking of me in this poem/song but also Kevin, Mike, Dan, Kelsey and Adam in particular, but all you men who work hard and pray assiduously, and fail catastrophically. I imagined irish bagpipes and an old misty, ballad of pain, like "Dark Island". I'll get there.

Synchronicity =


August 17, 2025

Quiet Coffee - Sunday Peace


Jesus said to his disciples: "I have come to set the earth on fire, and how I wish it were already blazing!


There is a baptism with which I must be baptized, and how great is my anguish until it is accomplished! Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division. From now on a household of five will be divided, three against two and two against three; a father will be divided against his son and a son against his father, a mother against her daughter and a daughter against her mother, a mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law."


... We can only pray as if all depends on God, and work as if all depends on yourself to work for the promise of the cross.

May the fire of the Holy spirit enter into our hearts, and let that be the fire in which we are consumed.



Deacon Charley Vaughn delivers a tough Gospel and Homily about the purification by the fiery Holy Spirit and the FINAL JUDGEMENT. He expresses hope inside the hard stop of eventual death. I love you my new-old-old friend.

Charley quotes: “Right is Right even if nobody does it. Wrong is wrong even if everybody is wrong about it.” ― G K Chesterton

Synchronicity =


August 16, 2025

Dragonfly Heaven


0:00 / 0:00

I was looking into those big beautiful iridescent eyes! She was looking right back. So wonderful. "These Little Wonders" inside a devastating chromesthesia light show. Dancing, literally with a dragonfly. IN PEACE. She flew away. I cannot begin to explain. It was like heaven. One can't embrace such a delicate thing. You just let it go. The music is the music playing on my car stereo into my driveway. UPDATE: Aug 24th another dragonfly, same species came back as I was fiddling with a welder. No camera... I don't live near water? "Sympetrum"?


Synchronicity =


August 14, 2025

Mental Agony of Jesus

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Did Jesus suffer emotionally?

Daniel Arsenault, a wonderfully insightful and holy man in my community, has allowed me to post one of his essays: The Psychological and Emotional Suffering of Jesus.

"What may elude us is further understanding of the psychological and emotional suffering He experienced in these last days. Not surprisingly missed, as our humanity is often fascinated and intrigued by violence and extreme examples of death and suffering on a sub-conscious inherently curious level." -Daniel Arsenault



The Blue LED Changed Everything


Synchronicity =


August 13, 2025

Peace


Are we in a state of peace?

Are we in a state of mutual peace? Or a state of detente?

Or are we in a process of remediation and healing?

I woke today (first in pain) but, aware of myself, so I gave thanks to God for my life and the opportunity to do good, make beauty, and speak truth for another day. Beauty, Truth and Goodness. I have general plans for today, but along the way I will try to find ways to take the pain of a friend, or help, or simply empathize. All the while conscious of my own effect within the circumstance. The result must be to, ultimately, cause peace.


So I ask you. Are we in a state of peace? Is it malevolence? 99.9 percent of the people I know desire peace, affection, care, and affirmation. I do. So it is easy to pivot to actions of willful peace. Desire to cause peace. It is so easy. It is risky but it is easy.

Set aside the external chaos and agitation and fear of failure just for a minute, and play a recording of ocean surf, or a hymn, or recite a favorite prayer, and command yourself to absorb one event of emotional trauma. Take it in and quiet it. Just one injury. Today absorb one agitating event into nothingness. Ask the Holy Spirit to enter into you and lead you to a single moment of peace. Imagine yourself in a cocoon of love. However you do it, do it now. Invite Him in... just for the moment, now.

Tell a person that you love them, or that you care, or that you understand.

Carry that person for just a second.


peace



I was wondering about the stability and status of the H to He fusion of the sun. I did this:

The Composition of the Sun and the rate at which it is converting to Helium.


Synchronicity =


August 12, 2025

The Soul is not in the Brain


The Immortal Mind by Dr Michael Egnor


During my morning coffee, I came upon a fantastic 30 min talk with the subject that the soul is not in the brain. The story came from Dr Michael Egnor, a famous neurosurgeon. Through the preceding work by neurosurgeon Dr. Wilder Penfield, Dr Egnor discovered that many "brain-related" attributes are not in the brain. Dr. Roger Sperry, the Nobel Laureate, through corpus callosotomies (splitting brains) began the process of isolating sections of the brain and the functions. They contributed to the idea that the brain and the mind are different. Egnor said that the Mind is not in the Brain anywhere and nor is the Soul. Simply fascinating. The video is below:


Spoiler WARNING: Below are screen shots that I thought were important.

Soul 1

Attributes of the Soul


Soul 2

Great Chain of Being


Soul 3

How can the Soul "see" anything, after death? Saint Thomas Aquinas said that the soul sees with divine light, not light as we know it.



Microtubules - Quantum Vibrations - IN CELL TISSUES

A certain Naturopath Holistic Nutritionist that I know will likely love this. Consciousness may arise at the quantum level. Wikipedia article on this.


This could be the latest grift with a lot of baffle-gab. But...

I did a deeper dive into microtubules because I was interested in sound therapy.



Synchronicity =


August 10, 2025

Peace


Time for tea?


Had coffee earlier. Quiet time with God. Mass tonight.



Synchronicity =


August 9, 2025

Busy Day Ahead - Party with Friends.


Breakfast today: Small leftover piece of steak. Blueberries. Blackberries. Coffee. and Coffee. :) I have a craving for oranges.


I received 2 essays from friends. I will post them soon. They are complex.


Tonight: Warm conversations under a full moon. Nurturing friendships, laughter, and peace.


Synchronicity =


August 8, 2025


Examining the Impact of Sound, Frequency on Health and Well being.


I love the the sound of ocean surf breaking. There is something therapeutic about that. Might shoot off to Lawrencetown for sunrise. 6:09 AM Saturday. UPDATE- dang, missed it.


I have been living and studying and inventing frequency-based systems as they impact the human body for 30 years now. I believe it is a big deal. Bigger than my experiance reveals. I have many posts on this subject. I would like to talk about this with a clinical expert today. I think I came up with something new and I am assembling collaborators.

Have a look at this...



I drove to the meeting this AM on my motorcycle and the BIG RED SUN was right in front of me. Gorgeous.


Synchronicity =


August 7, 2025


In Anticipation of a Red Moon...

Red Moon Seraph

On Saturday Night, August 9, 2025, if it occurs to you, and if you are willing, would you please get a friend, or capaple daughter, or a sister etc with a good camera, and take a picture like this photo-shopped version I just made. I am looking for a MUSE, an image of a female silhouette with red moonlight penetrating the hair of a model, with a puffy bob. It could be a guy alternatively, but the guy needs a bob. I am pretty certain that angels, being incorporal, have no maleness nor femaleness. (Suma Theologica (50-64) You see, Seraphim (Hebrew for "burning ones") are red and firey. Incidently, they cover their feet, their faces and sing aloud. I could take two images and combine them if necessary but an actual photo would be a treasure. Maybe a selfie will work with all the new tricks that smart phones have. The harvest moonrise is rare, on a clear day, Oh my goodness it will be a sight to see.


Red Moon Seraphim

I have some art that I would like to do and I have a special love for the supreme angels mentioned in Isaiah 6:1-8



As per Charley Vaughn at FM645: " I LOVE YOU " He gave a talk about the outpouring of love and support he witnesses in his role as an employee of a funeral home. It was very good.



Synchronicity =


August 6, 2025


Lay down your life for a friend - prepare for treachery

I received an email from a friend this morning that got me to thinking. My mind went to Macaulay's famous, long, and wonderful poem.

Here is his famous poem "Horatius", now better recognized as "How can a man die better" which is often quoted and cited as I am now doing. Why? Because men need to die with meaning and death is far better than a life of cowardice and shame. An innocent Jesus was conspired against, lied about, and killed by evil men. Me. I did it to Him. His way shows us the solution for the raw evil in this world. We men must take on the pain, and in the bearing of that burden, give up our lives. Do it in Grace. The many demonic actors will be forgotten and derided, but virtue is invincible. Life is short. Death lasts a long time.

Like many a man, I laid down my life for a friend. I absolutely LAID it down! - in public, in defiance to authority, without reservation I laid it down, in God's name I laid it down. Then I did it again and again, and I will not stop. I am laying it down today. Despite intimate betrayal, I LAY IT DOWN. For I have the backbone and wisdom and sense of duty to contend with it, because cowardice disgusts me. Do you doubt me?

But, no good deed goes unpunished. This is a sensible warning that accompanies my urging young men to bear murderous suffering. You will be betrayed by the very people who benefit from your sacrifice. They will betray you. That will be your next burden. Remember, Jesus saved all the world, then we killed Him for it. Why would you expect anything different for yourself?

Do you then curse God and die? (Job 2:9) No. Remember that Cain killed Abel. Then Cain became a wanderer in the land of Nod. The betrayer becomes lost, always. As I wrote in Companion.


Also Jordan B Peterson discusses this in this 9 minute video.


Why this is hell, nor am I out of it: Thinkst thou that I who saw the face of God, And tasted the eternal joys of heaven, Am not tormented with ten thousand hells In being deprived of everlasting bliss! - Christopher Marlowe

Have pity for your treacherous betrayer.


So, lay down your life for your friend, and carry them forward even past your own crucifixion when they betray you. Only then will you know the true cost of your selflessness, and only then can you know Jesus. As for your betrayer? That is up to them. In their wandering sleep, may they find grace.


I invite you to tell me your stories of suffering for a friend as exhalted by Jesus the Christ (John 15:13), and how you were subsequently betrayed by your friend. I want to tell this greater story. I call it the true suffering beyond the suffering.

Synchronicity =


August 5, 2025


OM Goodness Cleaning Day is upon me.

I have a couple of pressing things but I bit-the-bullet and jumped into cleaning mode. I can think while cleaning so...


Insidious Cancel Culture

One thing: a dear friend of 43 years asked if he could come over for a visit. A guy who knows me, suffered for me, has always been at my side when I needed someone, asked me permission to visit me, in my house, that he helped me build.

There is something very wrong with this world when a guy like him inculcates a notion that he actually needs my permission to visit me. Where did he get that? Likely from all you crazies and control freaks that have been infected with the mind virus. My poor friend might start using the pontypool zombie mind virus lingo soon. I'll be listening for "no-contact", "cancel", "unfriend", and "boundaries" and all tha MK Ultra, CIA mind control, therapeutic language bullshit.

FOR THE RECORD - visit my home at your convenience WITHOUT "announcement". If I am here, walk right in. I might be half-dressed but I don't care. Hurt your eyes if you will. :) Friend or foe. My door is open and be assured that I will treat you with conspicuous humanity extent from my catholic hospitality.

It is far too common recently that people hide in their homes and assert desperate, capricious, and inhumane control, as if other people are avatars of a facebook page. Join me in my rebellion against the mind virus. Say: "KISS is KILL" or some other contradiction or absurdity. That might kill the mind virus.

I LOVE YOU.


Synchronicity =

August 4, 2025


Stunning Red 3/4 Moon Tonight- Lucky Telescope Night

Coming home just after sunset I saw a 3/4 RED Moon!! I got the telescope out for that!! Peter caught the moon for me since I do not have a camera adapter on the telescope. Thank-you Peter. Here is the shot....

Red Moon

Nice Surprise driving home. Gorgeous Red Moon. Full moon is August 9th, 2025, next Saturday.


Changing Tires

Nick dropped over to change his tires and do an oil change on his 2013 Volvo XC70. I loaned my tools and time for his first-time car maintenance encounter. He did a fine job. We noticed a small oil leak so he will watch for the leak rate. Looks like a valve cover seal to me.

Changing Oil

Oil Change - My Garage is filled with a trailer full of pews. Oh well.

I love helping people.


Synchronicity = "looks like"

August 3, 2025


Nice Deck

We finished with the deck. The railings remain, as does the lattice work.

Hardening Concrete

We replaced the rotting posts and set the new ones deep in concrete, which is curing tonight. The scrap wood is just for fixturing while the concrete cures.

Hardening Concrete

We replaced the rotting posts and set the new ones deep in concrete. Old fence, new posts. I love helping people.


Sunday morning. I saw a beautiful sun, saw it rise. Time to prepare to kneel before my God. I listen to music, sip my coffee, dream of heaven. ..."surely I come quickly." Praying my list of beautiful people, whom I love, and with whom I want to be with forever, in grace. Just listen to these women swell their chorus...


Synchronicity =


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